I want her to know that I don't want to be just friend

I copied this story from a tweet which I followed on twitter. The story goes on someone who never said his feeling. Well, it's pretty sad and I suddenly think awhile about regret which always comes late to us. Check this out...

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried. 

Yeah, no need review, I know you know the point of this story. It's called ironic, friends. We have to be brave to run this life. Don't waste your chance 'cause life is too short to just be shy. If I were him, I will regret it 'till the end of my life. You have to be sure that you was born to do that and you deserve for that. Say your feeling! Whatever they say, you deserve for it.

Europe, I'll be there... (Chasing Liberty expected)

[Prolog] Well, 4 jam di depan laptop ternyata tidak menyurutkan semangat saya untuk menulis blog yang ingin saya tulis dari malam sebelumnya. Masalahnya adalah saya lupa topik apa yang pada malam itu mau saya tulis. Jadi kesimpulannya, 4 jam di depan laptop hanya untuk mengingat dan mencari tau topik yang sedang saya inginkan (tingkat kepikunan sudah akut).

By the way, did you ever watched "Chasing Liberty"? First time I watched it on TV and all of sudden I have a big intention to be there. Sure, Europe is a great place that you can find if you want to spend your holiday or honeymoon. Woohooo... But you have to prepare a lot of money. The rate of exchange is killing! LOL... But it's not a big deal as long as we can find the panorama and the experience :D

From so many countries in Europe continent, I'm interested to Venice in Italy. Yeah, the scene when Anna and Calder (in the movie) kissing on Gondola was in Venice. Well, that scene makes me so envy and keep imagine it even I'm sleep. God damned Mandy Moore, she went to the most romantic place and kissed a super hot guy, Mathew Goode (see him in my before articles --> Pengganggu Pikiran Saya). I saw this beauty place too in The Tourist, Angelina Jolie and Johny Depp's Movie.

Picture of dining Alfresco in Venice, Italy

The beautiful sunset in Venice

Picture of Venice's phanorama

Okay, how about with bungee jumping? I think spur on adrenaline is a great idea to let out our weary. Like I did when I broke up awhile with my boyfriend. I was let everything out at Dufan by took a ride Halilintar, Kora-kora, and Hysteria. LOL XD How great day that was! And bungee jumping, I saw the scene of Chasing Liberty when Anna and Calder hugs each other then jumping from above of bridge in Austria.
 

Finally, German is the next country that I want to visit so much. I learnt their language when I was in high school, and I think Deutch is the hardest language that I have ever learn, it's like every single words have a gender. I mean how could you say the table is feminine if it hasn't genitals? LOL. I don't know how it could be that, but the important things are I have a good scores in my Deutch subject when I was high school, and maybe I can practice it if I leave in Germany :) Ich haise Liana, Ich komme aus Bekasi, und Ich liebe dich. Hahahaha... XD

Love Parade Festival in German

See the sunset from above bridge with my husband is my desire that I can't imagine. Hahaha... I'm so expected to find panorama like the village, where there's just me, reedy large field, the river with clear and cold water, cloudy sky, and wind blow softly. Hmmm... Where I can find the place like that?

England, France, Netherland, and Swiss are the countries that I want to visit too. Chasing Liberty inspired me to go abroad. Maybe somebody would say, "Tidur dulu baru mimpi" and hesitate your dream. But don't remind it, keep your dream while they laughing your dream.

Source: Many picture in Google

Woman's Life

it's better to be a WOMAN

1. We got off the Titanic first.

2. Our boyfriend’s clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous.

3. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance.

4. Our brain is always more developed.

5. We don’t dance like a frog in a blender.

6. We can hug our friends without being gay.

7. We can dress ourselves.

8. We have enough sense to realize that the easiest way to get out of being lost is to ask for directions.

I'm proud to be a women :)

I Want It So Bad !

Hell yeah!

Apa kabar pemirsa di cyber world?! Rindukah kalian dengan bacotan saya? Ironis sekali karena sepertinya saya hanya mengepost 1 artikel per bulan. :'( But, it's okay. Karena saya mau share tentang sesuatu yang sedang saya inginkan sekali saat ini. Hmmm... lebih tepatnya yang saya inginkan ketika saya membuka halaman awal Google.

Biasanya Google selalu menampilkan gambar-gambar menarik di lambangnya yang menandakan sebuah peringatan di hari tersebut. Dan kebetulan, hari ini, Minggu, 3 April 2011, Google menampilkan gambar Ice Cream Sundae! (Yes! I think I'll spend all my money after post this article).

Siapa yang gak suka Ice Cream? Coba angkat ketek. Klo gak suka, silakan kasih ke saya, karena lambung saya siap menampung indahnya rasa Ice Cream. Sundae sendiri merupakan makanan penutup atau dessert yang sudah menjadi American icon. Biasanya terdiri dari sesendok Ice Cream dengan toping sirup di atasnya, atau terkadang ditaburi kacang, whipped cream, atau cherry.

Beikut adalah gambar dan isi dari Ice Cream Sundae.

#1 Consist of Vanilla Ice Cream, Chocolate Sauce, Whipped Cream, Wafer

#2 Consist of Chocolate Ice Cream, Chocolate Sauce, Squirter Cream, White Chocolate Pieces, Walnut, Fan Wafer

#3 Consist of Strawberry Ice Cream, Strawberry Sauce, Fresh Strawberry, Squirter Cream, Chopped Hazelnut, Fan Wafer

#4 Consist of Lemon Sorbet Ice Cream, Chopped Fresh Melon and Orange, Cherry, Chocolate Leaf Decoration

Kind of Ice Cream Sundae

Well, saya harap Anda tidak menyalahkan saya karena membuat diri Anda begitu menginginkan makanan asal Amerika ini. Tidak dipungkiri juga selama menulis artikel ini terjadi gejolak di perut saya. Hehehe...

Ada 1 tempat juga yang harus dikunjungi untuk para penikmat Ice Cream, Ragusa Ice Cream Italy! Terletak di Jalan Veteran I No. 10, Jakarta Pusat, nikmati rasa Ice Cream tempo dulu! (promosi)

Yeah! After posting this article I will go to Ice Cream store to enjoy their Ice Cream. I want it so bad!

Si Bungsu yang Bermasalah saat Tumbuh

Saya mau share sedikit tentang derita yang sedang saya hadapi sekarang ini. GIGI GERAHAM YANG BARU TUMBUH.  Sakitnya naudzubillah... Saya udah ngerasain sakit ini dari 4 hari yang lalu. Dan selama 4 hari itu rasanya seperti sedang ngemut kerikil tajam di belakang mulut sebelah kanan. Efeknya, migren, pipi pegel-pegel, leher kaku, susah tidur, dan sulit kumur-kumur. Ini sedikit ulasan yang saya ambil dari artikel di Wikipedia. 

Gigi bungsu adalah gigi geraham ketiga yang muncul pada usia sekitar 18-30 tahun.

Gigi bungsu termasuk dalam kategori struktur vestigial, yaitu struktur yang fungsi awalnya menjadi hilang atau berkurang sejalan dengan evolusi. Banyak ahli berpendapat bahwa perubahan jenis makanan pada manusia modern dari mentah menjadi dimasak membuat makanan lebih lunak. Selain itu, pemeliharaan gigi modern mengalami kemajuan pesat. Akibatnya kerusakan pada gigi berkurang. Kehadiran gigi bungsu yang diperkirakan dapat membantu bila ada geraham lain yang tanggal menjadi tidak berguna, malah pada kebanyakan orang menjadi masalah.

Masalah Pada Gigi Bungsu

Gigi yang berdesakan

Karena gigi bungsu tumbuh paling akhir, kadang-kadang rahang tidak memiliki tempat yang cukup untuk gigi bungsu tumbuh dengan wajar. Akibatnya gigi bungsu mendesak gigi geraham yang berada di depannya. Hal ini akan mengakibatkan sakit pada gigi. Masalah ini umumnya diatasi dengan mencabut gigi bungsu yang baru tumbuh. Bila gigi bungsu menempati posisi yang sulit untuk dicabut, yang dicabut adalah gigi geraham yang terdesak sehingga gigi bungsu mendapat tempat yang cukup untuk tumbuh.

Gigi yang tidak muncul sempurna pada gusi

Terkadang gigi bungsu tidak muncul dengan sempurna pada gusi. Gusi yang menutupi gigi dapat menyebabkan penumpukan sisa makanan dan bakteri yang dapat menyebabkan infeksi dan sakit pada gigi.

Pengobatan

Pencabutan

Sebelum dicabut, gigi umumnya akan difoto terlebih dahulu dengan sinar X untuk mengetahui bentuk, posisi dan kedalaman gigi. Pencabutan gigi bungsu biasanya dilakukan dengan pembiusan lokal, namun kadang-kadang juga dilakukan dengan bius total. Walaupun tergolong operasi kecil, pencabutan gigi sebaiknya dilakukan secara profesional oleh dokter gigi, mengigat komplikasi yang mungkin timbul saat dan setelah pencabutan.

Yang saya pertanyakan, kenapa solusinya harus dicabut?! Gigi juga punya hak untuk hidup! Entah ini akal-akalan dokter aja agar dapat pasien atau memang benar itu solusinya. Karena sepengalaman nyokap, kakak, dan teman-teman saya yang pernah merasakan sakitnya gigi tumbuh, tidak ada yang sampai dicabut.

Harapan saya cuma satu, supaya saya kuat menghadapi rasa nyeri ini sampai sekitar 2 minggu, kira-kira selama itulah orang-orang yang saya tanya pengalamannya merasakan sakit saat gigi geraham ke-3 tumbuh.